I really do not have any idea if I have learned something in life. The fact that I’m still young isn’t an excuse for being ignorant. I am confused at my present situation, my feelings I cannot arrange thoroughly; fears, anger, love, jealousy, hate, confusion, all of these are built up inside me and I am trapped together with it. I am afraid to take risks and I am afraid to get hurt that is why I cannot move forward, that is why I do not have the guts to prove myself. I have dreams and goals in life, I have my wants and needs but these I still cannot attain. Even my own true talents are locked up inside me in which I am afraid to show in front of the crowd; I am a coward. I am weak; this is not an assumption. My fears in life condemn me, I suffer because of this and now I want to break free. I want to gain freedom and nothing else; freedom from fear, anger, hate, jealousy and insecurities. I know nothing but I want to prove something. Someday I will find true happiness in life, I will search for it, and I will find my way to have it.
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Everything is changing so fast and I’m afraid I can’t keep up.
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(Source: somethingnexttonormal15)
I’m like…
But inside I’m like…
via sodamnrelatable
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Without even realizing it, you taught me a lot of things. Not only about life, but how it’s okay to feel something extraordinary about someone.
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xD
(Source: memecollection)
